Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Flare Up

Typed by Pom

Mentally I'm exhausted because physically my body is kicking its own ass. I'm in a complete flare up. It's horrible timing because there are those who need help and I'm just too unhealthy myself to offer any assistance. That's the worst part of it all. I'd like to have health. I sometimes resent being so unhealthy. But most of all I'd like to be in the position where I can help others and in this state I'm of no use to anyone. I'm resembling Quasimodo only now it's not just his heart - it's the physical. I've been here before but the pain this time is quite unbearable. I cannot create to aid - not for myself or anyone else. I'm sad.

Nothing else to say... I guess I'm just saying it here because - well - I don't know.

Wishing everyone else the best of health.

The Trash Heap has spoken.

3 comments:

yellowdoggranny said...

I'm so sorry ...I wish there was somthing I could do..will light candle and send up prayers..love you kiddo.

Pom said...

Thank you, Sweetie. I know your candle lighting worked wonders on my shoulder about a year ago so I appreciate any chats you'll have with the Goddess on my behalf. Love back to you.

Anonymous said...

Feel better Pom! I wish I could do more but if you never need someone to talk to when it gets unbearable, let me know! And try to stay positive.

I know people say it and it's annoying when they do, but it worked for me!